Zoo, I keep trying to post to you and I keep losing the post. I'm sorry you had such an awful session. I've gone through that with my former T. It's hard for those of us who want a certain type of connection with our T, and as much as we understand what the relationship really is logically, it's hard to deal with it emotionally. It gets me with each T I've seen. The T becomes more than a person to us, but they don't really understand or know how to deal with that.

I'm glad she called you back but I understand why you don't know what to do, and don't feel that much better. I don't know what to say except that you are NOT a horrible person at all!!!! I like you very much.