((((((((((((Britney))))))))))))

Oh, sweetheart, I am so sorry. You are very young and your dad has not been gone very long. I am sure that your mom is a little scared too.
Your mom is probably under a lot of stress right now. Maybe she is angry because your dad is gone. You are too young to understand her position right now. Try to let her have some space and try to get more active in school, why don't you see if there are some camps that are going on this summer around you that you can go to so you can be around people who are doing things and are happy.

Another thing to check out is see if you can donate your time at a local horse farm in exchange for some lessons.
Being around horses is so theraputic, because they like to cuddle and be friendly. Sometimes people have theraputic riding stables that work with handicapped people and they are always looking for help. Maybe you can check out some after school activities. It may also be good to talk to the school therapist and let her or him know how you are feeling, they often have some good ideas and can offer support while you are working on adjusting to the loss of your dad.

Try to think about things that you like to do, at your age it is important to try to reach out to an activity that helps you find yourself. You are young yet, very young, you have to give yourself some time to grow some more and get out there and find something that lights you up.

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