PTSD is a disease...

it rots you from the inside...

makes you feel so insignificant,


so far away from reality, from people.


It HURTS.


Physical pain could never measure up to this horrible feeling that torches me within,

burning up every single particle of me that I thought would never turn to ashes...

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Listening to Natalie Merchant "My Skin"...reminds me of all the abuse I've went through...and it's scaring me half to death...yet comforts me because it reminds me I'm not alone.

P.S.

Tipsy.