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Old Apr 27, 2011, 10:27 PM
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Originally Posted by DarlaKat View Post
PTSD is a disease...

it rots you from the inside...

makes you feel so insignificant,

so far away from reality, from people.

It HURTS.

Physical pain could never measure up to this horrible feeling that torches me within,

burning up every single particle of me that I thought would never turn to ashes...

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Listening to Natalie Merchant "My Skin"...reminds me of all the abuse I've went through...and it's scaring me half to death...yet comforts me because it reminds me I'm not alone.

P.S.

Tipsy.
Yes, it is an INJURY to your brain. It is a message from a past event that seems to continue to worry you.

IT WAS NOT FAIR,
IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT,
IT WAS SOMEONE ELSES WRONG ON YOU.

IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE IN YOUR FUTURE. SEE IT, TELL YOURSELF YOU CAN NOT GO BACK, AND YOU ARE STILL A GOOD PERSON EVEN THOUGH SOMEONE WAS MEAN TO YOU, TOOK ADVANTAGE OF YOU, OR WRONGED YOU.

HAVE COURAGE, CHOOSE TO SEE GOOD AND THAT YOU ARE GOOD, NO MATTER WHAT.

Open Eyes
Thanks for this!
DarlaKat, Gilead