Im so sorry for the loss you have suffered, The bond you have with your pets is specail an has seen you through alot, I am so happy that they pulled through. The choices we make for our pets are always so hard its so dificult to take your self out of the equasion and do whats best for them not for you, I would have made the same choice as there part of my family which makes them me. I have in the past had to make the heart breaking choice to put pets to sleep but not before giving them every chance i could. Give them a cuddle from me.

holly