Just wondering... Since about November '10 I've been pretty stable. A few weeks ago, I felt the start of depression, which made me more numb than anything. Now I get so emotional, angry and frustrated. Yesterday my bf said - the bipolar is getting the better of you; I don't recognise you anymore. You are mad. If you carry on like that, I will make you pack your bags and leave (we've been together the last 3 years, and 2 years before that)

What is going on? I start having self-esteem issues, start questioning my life's purpose, wondering who loves me... Delusions? Even mentioned to my BF that if this is my life, I want no part of it.
Running to my room to try find myself again...
What is going on?
Some days I get so absorbed in my day, that this doesn't happen; I am too busy to have feelings.
My sleep pattern has been a bit out of whack due to holidays, but getting it back on track. I've actually done a lot of sleeping and in the evenings feel a lot more energised