Hello to all,
I am new to this internet stuff so hang in there with my boo boos please. I have been haveing a very BAD go of it lately with my depression. I have been closed up in my room, sleeping, sleeping..... This week I decided I better do something else or I was going to hit the bottom and slip below that for good. All the time I just keep on smiling for my friends, family and co-workers like all is well with me. I am tired of that because it takes so much energy to keep up that front. But it is what I must do because of my past serious issues with attempting to end my life a few times. Well, at last this week I made an appointment with my Psychologyst to talk to him about how I am feeling. I didn't tell anyone else because they all are so "happy" about how great I am doing. So now I am at least feeling a little better that I have taken the initiative to crawl my withdrawln self out of that bed and am reaching out to this support site. Maybe someone will have some feedback on how I can get my motor going a bit and stop this downhill funk I am getting into.