Hi Maartina! Welcome to PC.
You should be very proud of yourself for taking a first step for doing something for yourself.
It's great that you're going to see a psychologist. In my case, my T was really one of the most important steps to getting better.

I'm sorry people around you are not very supportative. Sometimes people are scared, or feel impotent about not being able to "make you feel better". I believe they care about you, and might not know how to deal with the issue.

You will find lots of support here. People are really nice.

You don't need to show here that you are "happy". What I mean is that you don't have to pretend. There will come a time were you will really feel OK, and we will all be so happy for you.

Please let us know how the appt. goes. and how you are doing.

Take care. Welcome again.
Ashley