Oh dear my bad.
Im sorry -- it appeared that way,
but I must be mistaken- sorry bout that.

I felt similar to you in the first two years of therapy(I was ever looking for that sign of worthlessness towards me)-- now with T. for over three years,(that is a looong time for me!) I look at her consistancies -- she has been VERY consistant(I NEVER had that before as a child, or as an adult for that matter, with relationships)

I wish you could hold onto the good things about your T. such that they would get you through the bad stuff.........
think that's how some of us survived as wee little ones-- held on to the ever so tiny amount of good stuff.

anyway-- I'm sorry bout my mistake.
hope you can accept my apology.

fins