Luce, yes you're right, but a lot of people know my situation too well here, and are just telling me what I already know but don't want to accept.

LadyJ, my T doesn't like to do therapy via email, so you're right.

TayQ, I keep repeating this pattern but each time I get hurt all over. It's like I can't get myself to stop trying. I thought it was different because I don't understand why she can't just validate my feelings. She used to do that in her emails. I don't know why she stopped. I haven't gotten over my hurt from her changing her mind about the way she answers my emails, and I still disagree with her reasoning. It makes me hurt and angry too!