poetgirl, but I HATE the boundaries. I know that's a child part talking, or maybe not, but I am angry thinking about it. So maybe I'm starting to feel a lot of anger. Maybe I do feel more than I think I feel (in reference to your thread about feelings). I DON'T think it's acceptable to love my T. Rationally I know it's okay, but parts of me keep saying NO, it's not okay (even if it has nothing to do with sex) to love her. I don't know why I feel ashamed of those feelings, but I do.