I've actually never brought it up. But it shows in how I act in the session. I guess because that's the most vulnerable I ever let myself be. I hate that.
I don't think I'm excited to enter that building. I smile all the same to the admins, but when I sit and wait on the couch, at one point I thought there was an earthquake, but it was just that my legs were shaking. :\ THAT has never happened to me before
I see her once every 4-5 weeks though, because of my insane schedule.
And I don't think I'm dependent on her for support -> she works with exercises in cbt mostly. I'm mentioning the period of time, because it's been over a year, and I still get these feelings... and cbt is supposed to be SHORT.