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Old Apr 28, 2011, 02:01 PM
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Originally Posted by Sannah View Post
WHen we have unresolved, painful issues they get triggered up. This is an opportunity to work on those unresolved painful issues. It really is possible to work beyond getting triggered.

Sannah,

I do see that there must be painful issues underlying the triggers. What I'm not sure about is how to get those issues resolved. I don't seem to have the triggers happen when i think about similar things that happened in my past (such as feeling ignored by my parents). I do remember intellectually that I often felt discounted and worthless as a child with my parents -- and i know that i was upset about it at the time. But talking to t about it in the present doesn't bring up that old pain for me.

When i talk to t about feeling discounted as a child, I don't feel much of anything. It is as if the experiences are buried too deep for me to reach them. Consequently, if i can't get in touch with those old painful worthless feelings, then it doesn't feel like i have anything concrete to resolve or work through. On the other hand, when t makes me feel rejected or unimportant, then the triggers and emotions go crazy and i can very easily feel them. I think that is why I tend to feel that my reaction is to t, and not rooted in old childhood stuff. . .because i don't "feel" any of that pain toward my parents. But i do feel it with t.

Does that make any sense?