Tomorrow is the point. Seeing friends, family, or the sun or the moon. I once remember a nurse at a psyc hospital I was in said God does not give us more than we can handle. I think that is true, if mountains can change to beaches with time, you to can find a better day with time. Right now make no goals except getting to tomorrow so you can think more clearly, and if that too is bad work for the next tomorrow. Just don't give up. It may be easy but think of what it will do to your friends and family