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Originally Posted by zooropa
Left two messages for T. I almost think at this point I'm unable to stop pushing until I push her all the way, past the breaking point. I can see me doing it but I can't stop.
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Zoo
Do you think on some unconscious level your testing her to see if she will leave you or maybe wanting her to make the choice for you?
do you want to say what the messages were about?
Would it be possible that when you feel like contacting her that you ring a helpline instead?
I'm worried that by not being able to step back from her for a day or two you will get hurt