she called me, and I told her I was afraid to talk to her. The first thing she said was she's not going anywhere and she's not quitting on me and she's not firing me. But then it got bad. Every time I would try to talk she said "I can't do this with you on the phone" and I got frustrated and said "I can't tell you how I feel You said it's ok to call you but I can't because I don't know what's ok to say or not say" and she just kept saying she wouldn't do it with me and then she hung up on me.

I am done. Done. Done. So ****ing done.

and even as I type that, inside me is a little voice that says we need T. Please don't leave us, T.

I am so ****ed up.