I've actually avoided Googling my t's for the most part. Not because I've never thought about it but I was afraid I'd spill something I learned in a session and be embarrassed . I think you know it was crossing boundaries a little bit (though not much, considering it's public info, just info you maybe knew he might have been a little bothered for you to read), so that's why you're beating yourself up, but maybe if you could just acknowledge it was a very little bit of a boundary crossing, not a terrible awful thing, then you wouldn't have to feel as bad or embarrassed about it?