I feel I'm starting to fall for the best thing that's ever happened to me. He's the greatest guy I've ever known, and the most perfect friend.. But it's impossible for us to be anything but friends. I won't ever even bother telling him about this because of that.. It's not unusual for me to like him but it's useless and I don't want to live another day feeling something one-sided, I spent my whole life with one-sided crushes or relationships and.. I just don't want to be there again. It's just going to push me into misery, it's going to make everything hurt again..

How do I make the feelings go away before it ruins everything?