Still nothing from him. It makes me very sad that I was stupid enough to think this guy actually cared about me. His actions-or lack of actions have shown me that he does not care enough. I would really like to have a boyfriend but I think I would rather have no boyfriend than the current one I have(?) I just need stability and he cannot give me that. I am just tired of having yet another failed relationship. And even if nothing is wrong from his end and he calls me next week to say sorry I will be too mad at him and will have to be very careful about what I say to him cause if he was to call me now I will do my best not to anwser. God I feel like such a pathetic loser-I have done this my entire dating life-let a guys interest in me control my moods and it is just stupid. And I cannot even get into my therapist till two weeks from now. Maybe I am not meant to be loved in a romantic way ?