Thank you all. I don't have any family here, and no close friends who would do this for me. I have one friend who might, but she works, so it's not an option. And she's pretty much the only friend I have left. I'm stuck here.

I know if worse came to worst probably one of my neighbors would step in. We're a small and close neighborhood. But none of them know about my depression, and I woudl like to keep it that way.

As for my son, I'm pretty sure there's something wrong with him, and I really hope the psychiatrist next week finds something that can be medicated, so we can all go back to being happy.

I'm just so exhausted.