Thanks for your replies everyone. I have decided that I am going to quit now before it gets worse. One thing that had not occured to me is that I am on medication and maybe the mix is making me intoxicated quicker, which is another reason why I should not drink at all.

I went to AA and NA meetings about 20 years ago and I have an understanding on what they are about. I'm not sure that i will go that route yet. I am going to honestly try to quit this time. I told my husband that I would and don't want to go back on my word. Thanks all.