Oh my gosh. I don't know what to say.

No wonder you've had the struggles you have with relationships. You had kind of an unfair start in life. But NOW you can take control of your emotional health and your entire life and make things so much better for you and your daughter.

Therapy is a MUST for you. Please please do whatever you can to get started with a professional. Reach out to friends and family, too, if you can.

And I need to take my own advice.