It feels as if my world has crashed... I didn't go after the apt that I wanted, and now I have to pay the price.... of living in one that has the smell of smoke, not to mention the floor is NASTY... and I don't want to move, I hate that I let someone else make the decision for me, and didn't say, I want that apt, and that's that.... and yet I've been doing this for quite some time aka all my life. I am afraid of change, That's the underlying problem, and I have no idea of what I can do to help me with this, not to mention my mind went in a direction that I don't want it to go to. How do you get the smell out, how can I stop taking suggestions, and just speak my mind...