Thank you for asking, dizgirl. I'm angry and sad because my T's reply was so terse. I wrote her a long apology for crossing boundaries and she just said "we'll talk about it when I see you". I can't help it. I just burst into tears after I read that. It's hard because I've missed 2 sessions and before that, my T was away for one. So I haven't seen her much at all lately. It will be 3 weeks. She's so nice to me in sessions that I have trouble accepting the way she is in her emails. In the beginning she answered my emails in detail and once wrote in a different color so she could be sure to answer everything, she said! I wish she had never done that because I felt so, so good when she did. Then she changed her mind when I emailed too much and got upset with her responses.

It triggers my feelings of rejection, too.