Dear Sarah,
Thanks for the advice. Mostly I just sleep and hide in my room and hope another day doesn't come to be honest. Wow, this is so nice to say what I really feel. In the real world what I do is get up watch TV and go to work three days a week as an RN. I love what I do. The other four days a week I try to survive and pretend I am alright. I work night shift so I can justify a lot of sleep. My husband tries but just doesn't understand depression. Right now all we have in Oregon is cold fog and rain. Blah! Blah! Blah! I am sure I will start to feel a little bit better in the spring. I do have an umbrella and go up to the end of my road and feed the horses apples a few times a week with my two year old nephew. My husband and I have no children, just pets. Thanks for the reply.