Dear Ashley,
I am glad I can share my true feelings here because my husband and my family just "dont' know what the problem is". I have lived with severe depression as long as I can remember (some 36 years now and I am turning 39 soon) and I don't know what the heck the problem is either! What I do know it that I have it and I don't like it. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My husband woke up last night and saw me on the computer. He asked what I was doing as I am never on the internet. I told him I was on a site for depression support and his reply was "here we go again!" I had a very bad LOW swing two year ago and nearly died. I assured him I just wanted to reach out to others who understand before things got that bad again and he said I should just stay off the computer. I disagee- so here I am. I am having a bad day and crying and you can know it! Thanks for being here for me Ashley .