Not sure where this fits but I just moved to a new city. I'm a struggling actor. As of right now, i have to lose weight and get a portfolio clicked.

But my issue is that I get bored and I get sad and lonely if i don't have anything planned and the few aquaintainces I had sort of avoided me today, as in, planned to go out but avoided me. I felt very insulted. They didn't say to my face but I knew each one was lying I even caught one lying... its okay if you go out without me, but don't avoid me or lie to my face. I found that highly disrespected.

Anyway, I found out that i have trouble dealing with uncertainty. When i don't have any social interaction planned for the day, I get very sad. And when i say planned, i have to have a timing set so I can plan out my day.

Am i overly a-nal?? How can i relax a bit and not feel like I "need" to be around people or I'll go nuts?

What else can i do to keep myself busy and happy being alone?

Please don't tell me to venture the city or anything that requires spending cash, as I'm spending my savings right now so I can't afford joining yoga or anything else..

It sucks that I have to still be friends with these people coz i need them.. especially now that I feel highly disrespected. ugh.