OH MY GOSH! I am so sorry! I am here for you through this if you need to talk plz dont hesitate to PM me. Please dont feel defeated......try, as hard as it is.....to think positive. major prayers for you

thank you for the support

Omers-

hmm Idk if he has insurance. since he's just an MS. The recording sessions is a good idea... It does happen with female Ts. not this bad, but I've never gotten THIS close to a female T.

WePow-

I think a specialist is what I need... but someone is going to have to take the risk to work with us. This T is someone who has a lot of liable cases. A lot of high risk cases. and if he's not willing to do it, then no one else will want to. At least on an outpatient basis...

dizgirl

you're right I am sad that he doesn't believe in me anymore. So many other Ts had given up on me long before he did. And he has always believed, past what I believed that things would get better for me. No matter how bad things were. And now that he doesn't, it makes it so hard to believe it myself.

darkrunner

I know this is true, my friend struggles with an eating disorder that therapists won't take her on. It's hard...