Well i just wanted to say some things and i didn't feel like sticking them in a new thread.

I'm still a bit down... I don't seem to be able to enjoy things anymore. Not even things i used to enjoy. I'm not really sad eigther... it's a kind of flat feeling...

The again yesterday i felt a bit better... Not really happy but well it's kinde odd i felt like the boss of something... Like i was in charge of something important and it kind of felt good. I've been having this feeling that there is something i have to do. Something big. I'm not talking about for school or work or anything like that. No i mean something else... I can't put my finger on what but i kind of feel like i'm waiting for a mission or something.

Anyway i just wanted to say that or type that out... It's not like somebody has to awser to this. I can't ask that of you but i hope you understand i just had to type it out.