I'm scared to tell my friends about my suicidal thoughts. I don't want them to worry. I really don't feel unsafe, and I'm sure I'd never act on those thoughts; they just come into my head sometimes and I do my best to ignore them or distract myself. It's weird because on the one hand I want my friends to know that I'm not well, so they understand why I'm incapable of doing very much right now, but on the other hand I hate it when they worry. Plus ... I'm just tired of talking about my depression, I guess. It's always the same, I feel like such a broken record.