I have an overwhelming feeling of loneliness at the moment. All my close friends have turned away. My closest family members hate me at the moment, I only have two close friends. My church friends are not that kind to me anymore. I dont fit in at church. I am always the sick one, the disturbed one, the untrustworthy one, the one people look at my name and think oh my god what is her problem. On facebook I write things and people take it the wrong way and flame me and get really angry.

I wish friendships offline were as easy as online. I am sooo soooo bored and alone all the time. My sister hangs out with my friends more than i do.