First of all Hugs for you That has to be difficult to go through. So far, I have not had any negative transferences with my T.....although, after spilling my guts yesterday, I have a feeling I may get somewhat emotional at some point...but.... I think you are right in saying that 'maybe' it is the talking of the painful things has triggered it and your only outlet to express it is him?? This may be a good thing in regards to figuring out why you are so hurt. Either way, I hope this journey recently turns out well for you I'm here for you