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Originally Posted by noneedtoknow
Thank you for reading my post and replying. I took to heart what you wrote madisgram. I wrote an Honest gratitude list and a first step. I am getting togather with my sponcor on monday and plan on sharing this.I will write on step 2 and three. I know I do not want to loose my sobriety! I am scared to change. Am scared to let go, but let go I must. I also am taking my meds as prescribed. I must admit, it makes me sad that I won't get the good feelings that I would have but tough **** don't drink! Again, I appreciate your input. I hope all is well with you!
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u're welcome NNTK. i'm glad my suggestions helped. good for you for putting your sobriety first!  you know even those of us with longer sobriety can become complacent. your being able to feel the shift in your attitude and be honest about it is a very good thing. we need to always be vigilant. our very life depends on it as know. i'm so happy for you that you took responsibility for your sobriety. and it reminds me to be aware of the pitfalls. so your post helped me too. 
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