I have revealed that I have started speaking to my T about the few different parts w/in me.
But, there is one that is up to no good. One that wants to sabotage all that goes well for me. It wants me out of the picture.
This part makes me want to take an icepick and gauge it out of my head. This is the part that makes everything seem dark and hopeless.
And, when this part is overbearing w/ voices and thoughts in my mind it is hard to think about anything good or positive.
It is this part, Monster, that wants to destroy the Little girl and me.
I hate these parts...all of them. Even the little girl.
I hate that I am so disconnected.
I hate it!