I should try to respond to other people's posts, but I don't feel like I have helpful things to write.

So, I'll just talk to myself. I'm feeling a little lonely and talking (ie. writing) to myself helps.

I'm on level 12 now for that puzzle thing at http://deathball.net/notpron/

I'm stuck, but I'm determined to not give into spoilers.

I feel really fat right now, and I am fat. I should start counting my calories again. That seems to be the only thing that works for me. Yep, that's it, I'll count my calories.

I have an appointment with pdoc1 tomorrow. She's the one who knows me. It's been a long time since I've seen her because she was on maternity leave. I wonder if she'll still remember me? I'm a little scared to see her again. I don't know what to say. What do you think I should say?