Thanks, I put up a post for that.. yeah Mind games, crazy mind games in that I don't even know if he liked me or not to begin with. and its still mind boggling me, i'm having sleepless nights just analyzing stuff... and I'm hurt that after a year and a half I decided to open up and like someone, A LOT, and i got shot down, especially since the flirting started from HIS side... and he was very physically affectionate all the time.. maybe i misread.. but more so, I feel i screwed up.. i said something he didn't like or something along those lines because i do know i sometimes blurt out things before thinking about how it might hurt the other person.. also most times when I know someone is just joking with me in good spirits, if he says something that might be offensive to very sensitive folks, i laugh it off because i like playing fiesty.. maybe he was the wrong person to play that with...idk.

I'm very sensitive but if i know that the person truly cares about me inside his heart and is just playing around, i'm ok. but i suppose some are not..