Desirae,

You are NOT dumb. You are under a lot of stress, but you are NOT dumb.

I feel so sorry for you...I know how hard it is when you're feeling so down and the person you have trusted your whole life to tells you to "get over it". grrrrr.

I don't know what kind of resources that you have in your area, but I would encourage you to find a support group for depression. I attend one at my local NAMI chapter, and it has been very helpful to me. Also, I see participants bringing their spouses quite often, so that they may better understand what their loved one is going through. So I suggest you check and see if you have either NAMI (at nami.org) or DBSA (www.DBSAlliance.org) chapters in your area. Everything is free and confidential, and I have found it to be the best way there is to keep my recovery going. I can't recommend it strongly enough.

Hugs, ((((((((((((((((((((DW))))))))))))))))))))

DJ