well, i have been having alot of flashbacks since friday from my childhood, nothing like..abuse or anything but like my parents divorce-and alot of little things that hurt me and led to all my anxiety issues. and of course--im going for an interview with a residential facility. I also have bad seperation anxiety, which is going to make it 10000000000000 times worse. i basically poored my guts out to her before--she doesnt seem to care, or feel anything about it for me. she just goes on and thinks about herself and her fam. you know?? idk what to do--im just torn apart..i was thinking about death and kilng today but not anymore, just was though. but im getting to the point where im panicking so much that idk what to do anymore. Any advice??

i cant sleep..

deb