I got out of a long term relationship five months ago which meant a lot to me. I went throug a lot during those first months after he left me. It was a long distance relationship and it was the distance which destroyed us. I met this guy finally who i loved talking to, felt comfortable with. He told me he doesnt want to have a relationship at first but then he said we could be exclusive as in we would only see each other nobody else. We started going out regularly and acting like a couple completely. Then one day after a month or so he said he cant do this anymore, and never wanted a relationship with me. He said hes sorry. He also said he was thinking about it for a while.. but then rises the question, why did he keep seeing me and kissing me, ect, like his girlfriend when he was thinking about it all the time, and how should I deal with this, I am completely lost and upset and I feel like I cant trust anyone anymore.