I picked internalizer because I used to think that I was unworthy of continued existence. Now, I just think that I am a bad employee--I make mistakes. Imagine that. But, after reading the other postings. I found myself thinking of a particular day where I had the most odd running insult the costumers thing going. I was just insulting everyone of them in my mind and at the same time wondering why the blazes was I doing that. It was weird if you ask me. Is that part of depression? I didn't know what the blazes it was. I just thought it was annoying. I mean I am usually pretty accepting of people. I don't think I have ever done such an odd running insult everyone that I meet like that before. I suppose it could be connected to my current Dx. I don't think I have done it sense. So, I think I should probably pick both. I just had never had that pointed out to me. Good posting!