sorry to hear you are having such a hard time adjusting to the new meds. That has to be tough. I remember when they first put me on my meds, ativan, lithium, and tegratol WOW was I screwed up, we were replacing our bedroom set upstairs, well, that night (first night on meds) I went upstairs to get something out of the bedroom and I woke up to my daughter screaming my name......................I had passed out and the headboard had fell on my head. Then I thought our cat was a large lion about to eat me.....I wouldn't sleep in the bed because of it. LOL...... so, it is very difficult. I really hope it gets better for you!