Brighid,

I cant say that I totally understand you situation but I can relate to what you are going through. I hope that you can find the support that you need here. I have been having a hard time lately too. I feel very alone because no one understands my problems. There are times that I want to completely isolate myself because I cant deal with the people. I know the feeling of guilt and hopelessness. I know what it feels like when everything around you falls apart and you feel like its your fault. You are not alone in this battle. Like I said, I may not be able to relate to all the tough things that you are going through but in some way I understand. If you need to talk I'm usually online!
keep us updated on how you are doing!

Best wishes,

Crazyman28