and now i'm back up. when I wrote this 2 hours ago I was deeply depressed. Now I'm up and going and want to just get out of the house and go do something... at 2am. Today was worse than it has been, and I can only assume that the stress of the past few days is just slowly building up making me switch faster and more often. I count at least 6 different episodes since I woke up yesterday morning. Now I'm manic with no hope of getting to sleep til I come down. This is seriously frustrating >.<