I still can't help feeling sad and lonely. I really can't believe he hasn't called. Probably good that he hasn't so I don't have the chance to be weak and let him back again. But still, am I that worthless to him? He said he loved me a few times and we've spent so much time together, to just stop like that...?

I'm sure he's already with someone else tonight. I'm trying so hard not to care. But then I know my ex husband is with someone else, too.

It hurts.