Hi everyone.
I am Bipolar, and recently my anxiety and paranoia has escalated and I needed to add Risperidal.

Now it was suggested that PTSD is an issue of mine that contributes.

Basically the police came to my house and raided it for a non violent crime, and a crime that I didn't commit. Nothing came of it, as I really did nothing wrong.

They pounded on my door as loud as I have ever heard, screamed police, and my dogs (who were in their kennels) went berzerk.
I was shocked, answered, they pulled me out of the house, put me up against my condo neighbors door and cuffed me.

So on and so forth.
I said to them I was thankful my dogs weren't out as it would have taken me a minute to get them into their cages. I have three, two small and one pit bull (would have licked the cops) and they said "well, the pit bull would have been shot as soon as we walked in"
I immediately began crying - the only time that whole incident.

Turned my place upside down, easily 9 cops in my 1300 sq foot condo, neighbors hearing everything as my doors were left open. I wouldn't take my dogs out until after 7:30pm (I got home at 5pm every day), because that's when they came in. I was always looking at crown victorias, and cargo type vans thinking someone was surveiling me.
Even now, three years later, I like listening to the police scanner, but whenever I hear an address with "2E" (my unit number), my heart jumps.

Thanks for reading, sorry I felt like spilling it.
Any recommended techniques to help rid myself of this pain?
Thansk
Nick