I understand how you feel completely.

I feel lonely all the time, even though I do have a couple of close friends. Other than that most people don't keep in contact with me, but if they see me somewhere it's "Hey man what's up how is it going!" then I never hear from them on facebook, through my phone, nothing. I don't quite get it.

My other problem is the relationship aspect of it. After my most recent ex and I broke up (which I needed, she wasn't right for me) I have felt real lonely and needed someone. I guess I don't put enough effort into finding the right person but hoping they find me.

So anyways, I know how you feel and I am real sorry you're going through this, you aren't alone though. If you ever need to chat I am here and you can PM/Email any time.