thank you tara. Its o.k now. Things are getting better( i think/hope), i had to step up and tell my fellings, but why sould i have to!! My way of life is everybody deserves a chance, i never look for trouble, all i want is love and peace, and nobody(unless they are hurting someone) sould have to explain inner/private stuff, unless one needs help, thats why i'm constantly on this site. thanks, i'm looking for a new home and should get it soon thanks to people in my life..x.x.