Hi crystalrose,

I can certainly relate to the boredom and loneliness you mentioned. I myself feel very alone and isolated at the moment, with very few close friends and my sister for support.

You mention in your very first paragraph that your close friends have turned away. But, you then say that you still do have two close friends. What about reaching out to either/both of those two people? If you feel that they haven't turned away, something tells me that they're probably very likely to be supportive and understanding. An added benefit is that they could (indirectly) make you feel somewhat better about the others in your life.

As for facebook, you aren't the first and certainly won't be the last to voice concerns over it. It's a very tricky beast indeed. You're not alone. I've heard more than a few people say how uncomfortable that site can be at times. AND I too have had people read into my posts there the wrong way (or vice versa). FB can be a hazardous place in that regard, so I really don't think it's something you should take personally. It might do you some good right now to simply stay off there for a little while.

I wish you the best!