Thankyou so much!

I've started bleeding normally, like a period now, although i've been bleeding strangely since the 17th. My mum says this is a good sign and if i'm bleeding properly, i'm not likely to be pregnant afterall, although there's still something terribly wrong down there!

Anyway, we spoke and he says that he's not rejecting me when he doesn't want to see me, it's just that he doesn't want to see me whether he's busy or not.

I guess you're right, if i want to hold on to him, then it's going to have to be on his terms. I feel like i'm giving in to my feelings. I don't know-

I'm thinking if he pushes me away so much i'll get stronger, and by the time comes for him to want me, i'll not want him at all- and that would be a shame and maybe for the next person i meet who does want to spend a lot of time with me, and would like me for who i am now.

Life is so damn confusing and difficult.