Wow I feel like I slipped by a big one now. Found out from my T today that he was close to putting me in the hospital last week. If I had given him an inkling that I had a plan I would have been there. I am so glad that I could hold back. He told me today though that he will always take the risk of pissing me off over trying to keep me safe. I told him I will never tell him the truth then. And I wont. I will not go back to that place. I may have survived once. But not again.It was to clostrophobic for me.

Bethy